This Fall

I havent been keeping this up to date for a while now...not that life is not interesting enough to make into words, but rather too much to put into mere sentences.

Just a few things to remember about this Fall before it's gone...

It's been a month. To wake up to the alarm and not you, to come home to no one, to not have meals ready on the table, to not hold your hands walking down the lane, to not sit on the sofa and laugh, to not cuddle and be a baby again...oh how I miss you!
But it's ok, I had a month. I'm fine.

Am I an introvert or an extrovert? I'm quite sure people around me would agree on the latter without blink of an eye, but today I discovered that I might have just hidden the former a bit too well...?
It could just be a split 'me'. I shall find out.

Words of encouragement came when I least expected them.
You told me to keep soldiering on!
I just smiled and nodded. It was a loss of words' moment.
That simple line made my day!
And I know it will go a long way...all the way until the very end :)

Few more days and the clock shall change again.
It didnt feel like the first time, but it still makes a point.
The days will be short and most of the time, dark.
But now I expect, and not fear.
That's the difference.

Fall must have the most charming shades of seasons.
It may be a short one, a cold one...but is never one to be forgotten.
A transition it is. A step forward it is.
After all, it is one of the most beautiful.

May your October ends well and may my favourite November unwraps

:)