So it's done.

So it's done and dusted.
I thought I'd be ecstatic but no,
more of a relief, more of a long sighhhhhh
one that let all pressure off my shoulders!
I could breath again!
I can't believe it.
I've imagined this day if not a thousand times, probably a hundred.
Although it's not entirely the end of everything,
and the next hurdle will probably be as stressful (if not more!)
I'm just glad I survived so far!
It was not easy, it was depressing.
I didnt see an end until...last night?
It has been a LONG journey...
The past month was the worst
(or maybe only then I realised how bad it was!)
I was exhausted.
I was nervous.
I was afraid.
I was everything but nothing positive.
It may not be a work of blood and sweat, but I assure you there were buckets of tears!
I'm glad tears come easily... because without, I might have just lost it.
I know I'm blessed, I know even better now.
It is difficult but it is possible.
I might have missed all sorts... I'm sure I gain too.
I'm glad it's done. I'm more than glad.
I just need time to let it settle... before it feels real.
I thank God.